My life; 4597 ♥

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You can pay for school, but you can't buy class.

If you do the unthinkable- if you ask me, I'm ready.

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Jan 31, 2010 @ 1:28 PM

So, this is gonna be my first time doing this blog.. so. yeah. hmm where to begin. Um, okay, so I got into blog because i really think that it will help me express myself when i really need to and i can't explain it through other people. Of course, i got my DFAWfam of course, but like, it still seems like i can't express myself to others properly. Lets start with them. Okay, so I love them off. Joyce, Miguel and Robbie. ♥ really, I think Hanna is in it too, but i'll talk about her after. LOL Because shes a new member. Anyways. Yeah. so i love them. they have been there for me ever since. Joyce = ever since i was born basically. Miguel = ever since he moved back here, i know that wasn't too long ago, but i just gotta say I'm glad you moved back :) hehe! and Robbie = grade 5.. kinda, LOL FUCKING FOOTBALL <3 its okay. No words can really explain how i feel for them. they are like, TRUE family. But robbie ;) LOL, haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai :) You know what I'm talking about. Anyways. They are love, indeed. Don't tell me otherwise. Then Hanna comes in my life not too long ago too. LOL I kinda hated her when highschool first started, but now i love her off, along with the rest of my DFAWfam <3. HAHA i started this DFAWfam you JERKS so you better be happy ;) LOL. yeah.

So. Next i wanna talk about .. how I'm LOVING school now. I love school now because I'm always with people i love. I love Robbie <3, Joyce, Miguel and Hanna the most though ;) LOL. So yeah, first semester kinda ended like last week, and we have until wednesday off. SICKKKKKK. Yeah. :) I also can't believe grade 9 is almost done, BOMBBBBBBB. LOL GOOD! I don't think this was a good start to my first year in highschool. Oh well. Robbie + Joyce + Miguel made it better. Then Hanna came along. LOL. Anyways, school, I'm doing alright, but exams kinda throwed me off. LOL. I don't really know if i did alright or not.. LOL its kinda 50-50. sooooo. yeah .. HI SUMMERSCHOOOL. I'LL BE THERE BEFORE YOU CAN SAY FAIL. :)

Now, I wanna talk about .. him. :) I kinda wrote this thingy on my phone about him. hmm, lets see if I could get it

okaaaaaaaaaaaaay here.

There's a time in your life, When this one person comes along- And changes your life. They change your life for the better, Although most times, They make you cry your eyes out. You cry because.. You can't get them outta your mind; You think life will be difficult without them; Or probably the most simplest way to put it - You love them, you need them, you want them. I've come to a conclusion that I don't think of any of that; Wanna know why? Because I don't want him outta my mind; Life is already difficult with them, and I wouldn't have it any other way, I don't love him- it's a way stronger connection than love I don't need him- I fiend for him And I don't want him- I want his heart, so I can replace it with mine. And so far, he's good an awfully great job of keeping my heart safe. He has never broken my heart- there's such thing as scratched it, or chipped it; but never have broken And I don't plan on breaking his. His is way to precious to even play with. It's one of a kind. It's unique. It's HIS heart, And that's when I start crying. Because I've waited for so long for something like this to happen And these tears can't hold back. Tears of joy. Never burden. I adore him, Fiend him, Despise him when he's gone. Because I miss him, Look for him, Think of him. And yes- I wouldn't have it any other way.

I love him, I really do. Don't tell me otherwise.

- AHHHHHH BABY JUST TEXTED ME ♥

- xo, rhayeeelav_