-t.i ft. rihanna : live your life.

do you remember how everything started? how me and you started talking? you stole my football during recess when I was in grade 5 and you were in grade 7. LOL what a molester. kidding! LOL but yeah. then you were going out with Ashley.. then we started talking (: lmfao I remember that day. She was like, rhey do you wanna meet my boyfriend? And I was like, sure.. lmfao. I didn't really want to, but I'm glad I did.
Then we started to really talk. lmfao, after you and her broke up, I was there for you. Btw, this was when i was in grade 6 and he was grade 8. Anyways, LMAO my first assistance for you. My first time helping you. lollll, I knew you really liked her, and I told you that everything was gonna be okay. After that, I think maybe a month after that, we started 'checking' with eachother (: we started talking to eachother, and soon enough, I really started to like you. aw, cute. lmfao, I told Monique about you, and she was like, ARE YOU SERIOUS RHEY? an eighth grader? Are you kidding me? Do you know how much trouble you would get? then I really started thinking. I was to myself, age is just a number, people could be 10 years apart and nobody would give a shit. So .. we started dealing (: lmfao, I remember the first 'flirty' thing you have ever said to me.. ; I was like, I'm cold. And you were like, what do you want me to do? Blanket? Hot chocolate? A hug? ;) and I was like, YOU WOULD ACTUALLY HUG ME? (cuz I was noob at relationships.. never hugged a guy before that.. lmfao :$ ) and the you were like, why not? your cute, funny, adorable.. amazing. and I was like .. AWWW LMAO.
then around January 2007(long time ago.. woah.) you asked me out. It was like "wassup girl?" and I was like nothing how about you.. boy? xD then you were like "nahhin, chillen, you DO know your ma girl, right?" and I was like, WTF? huh? and then you were like.. "you're my girl, if you wanna be it, I wish you were" and I was like, FREAKING OUT! LOL, I was so happy, haaaiiiii first boyfriend ;) LOL. yeah.
Then this is where history started. 2007-2008 was a mess indeed. we kept going on and off.. I was getting so pissed at myself. I was like, why am I still around you? You caused me so such pain and a girl can only take in so much. oh well. lifes rough. all my friends were like, why do you take this from him, obviously he doesn't care if he keeps doing this to you(leaving and coming back) and I didn't listen to them. I kept following my heart and my heart sensed that I should be with you. lots of things happened in that year.. lol all my friends that were close knows it. it was my happiest/most depressing years of my life. I couldn't help but love you. but then.. the whole thing that happened in summer '08, eh, kinda fucked us all over.. you know who you are. but yeah.. grade7.. all about you. no one else. honestly. and then grade 8, fuck, things fucked over.. We barely talked that year. That was the year when I said I didn't wanna be friends with you because all I caused in your life was problems.. sorry btw. and then grade 8 was a silent year from you.. no calls, no msgs on msn.. nothing. but the year before, we talked like no tomorrow. I missed you so much during grade 8. I thought I was over you, I thought that I didn't need you anymore in my life. I thought our friendship was over. Well, I was definatly wrong. summer '09, things gotten a lot better.. When I say a lot, I mean it. We started talking again (: it made my summer a whole lot better since we didn't talk at all for nearly a year. A lot has changed. But anyways, I remember seeing you again. You called me, and I was like .. "hello..?" and you were like "do you still remember me?!" and I was like "of coursee. why'd you call? " then you were like "come outside, I'm driving around your street" and that's when I met miguel lmfao. funny.. When I saw you again, I just wanted to hug you forever! I just missed you so much.. I missed talking to you.. Everything. But yeah.
basically.. I love you so much. Look at what we've been through Robbie. Look at that. Holy shit, I could still be going on. A lot more things happened than that, but I don't wanna type anymore. That's between me and you and the people who already know the lifestory.
I love you so much. Everything we've been through.. I dont regret. All the ups, and all the downs. Everything. Baby, you are my life. You are the air I breathe, without you, I'm nothing. I love you so much. Nothing will ever top the memories we had with any other guy or girl for you. You know that I've always thought about you, I still loved you.. As a friend before. But now. We are more than lovers, and it's better than what I imagined.
februaryten-twentyten. This is the date that we are keeping on lock, just like your heart in my heart.
Robbie Nicolas Dimampo..? Lesaca, you are life. You are the biggest reason why I smile. Please don't ever change. You and I forever and always, you knoooooooow it. I love you babes. 4597 ♥♥

-xo, rd ♥♥♥
ps: VERY LONG BLOG :$ sorry (: