If you do the unthinkable- if you ask me, I'm ready.
2 down, eternity to go.
Apr 10, 2010 @ 10:25 PM
Happy 2 months baby ♥ This is gonna be the last anniversary I'm gonna be with baby :( in Canada at least. I'm kinda worried. 12 more, crazy days til Philippines.. I'm gonna miss everyone so much. I hope Robbie will be alright. How am I gonna survive? A month, without you? A lonesome month, without my baby? I'm not gonna make it. It's hard enough being without you for a night, but for a whole FUCKING month? :( I don't care if I seem like I'm OVERREACTING. I AM INLOVE WITH ROBBIE. He's INLOVE with me. Nothing's gonna change that. I trust him 100%. I just don't trust .. the other girls. It's gonna be so hard, not talking on the phone or chilling with baby, for a month? .. While I'm typing this, tears are slowly rolling down my cheeks. It's gonna hurt. I'm not gonna hear from my baby- my motivation, my strength, my weakness, my love, my pain, my hate, my gain. My everything. I'll make these next 2 weeks worth while. I promise baby. No more silly arguments over nothing. - well at least try. I'm not perfect, but our imperfections match perfectly with each other. When I'm with you, I feel invincible. I feel unstoppable. I feel on top of the world whenever I'm even close to you. I feel ahhhhhhhhhhhhhmaaaaasing with you. You make me feel beautiful (even if i know I'm not- physically at least) I'm a greedy motherfucker. I want you all for myself. If I dare have to share, you don't even know. I am not a fighter, but I'll fight for your love. Your kisses turn into the sweetest drug I can't get enough of. I love it. I love everytime we're happy, we're having fun, we're fighting, we're crying, we're loving eachother. I love it when we're happy because I love seeing you smile. I love it when we're having fun because we love eachother's company. I love it when we're fighting because I know we care about what we have to say. I love it when we're crying because it shows how much we mean to eachother. I love it when we're loving eachother because with you, through your eyes, I'm the best. I love every feeling I get with you. There's not one feeling I don't love. I want nobody else but you. I can't believe you're in my grasp again. I'm still amazed on how you can make me smile when I'm at my lowest point in life. I know it doesn't seem like it, but I am smiling. I may not smile physically, but I'm smiling spiritually, through my mind. I don't need to show everyone I'm happy, you and only you should know how much joy you bring in my life. I need you with me right now. It's so hard, typing this, without tears falling one by one. On my own, I'm just not strong enough. Thank you for showing me hope. Thank you for not giving up on us. I'm not gonna lie, I never thought we would ever end up back together from 3-4 years ago.Thank you for proving me wrong. You always bring my hopes up and that's where it should stay. I can't believe you loafted all this time. You were waiting for me, all this time.
-FUCK OFF IF YOU THINK DIFFERENTLY. I DON'T NEED YOUR FUCKING SHIT, SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DON'T GO ON MY BLOG ANYMORE IF YOU DON'T AGREE.-
Shit. Anyways. I love you, regardless from all the shit we've been through. No matter what, this shit I'm going through with you will always be worth it. I miss you, I need you. I'm dying without you here by my side. Say the words I love hearing from you. Now here's some random facts I love about you :)
I love having late night talks with you.
I love taking pictures with you.
I love acting like a mom with you.
I love rocking you like a baby in my arms (exposed)
I love how you are starting to listen to the same music as me
I love how you tell me everyday you love me and you miss me
I love how you know EVERYTHING about me, and you still love me
I love how you're becoming a corny motherfucker ♥
I love hearing your voice
I love skipping classes with you
I love missing you
I love being in love with you
I love being the reason you smile
I love how you ALWAYS prove me wrong -.-
I love how you always edit pictures of me
I love reading your blog, all the corniness ♥
I love saying I love you to you
I love how my heart skips a beat whenever I think of you
I love thinking of you, hands down
I love how you say 'it would be down there huh ;) '
I love how gross you can be sometimes -.-' ew
I love being with you
I love making fun of you
I love how you always overreact about things -.-
I love how you're the first thing that comes to my mind in the morning
I love how you're the last thing I think about before going to sleep
I love how we keep the phone on on weekends whenever one of us falls asleep on the phone, LOL!
I love how you're soooooooooooooooooooooo cute
I love how you always kiss me through the phone
I love how corny we are in general
I love how you think I'm the cuter one in the relationship -.-
I love how you call me sexy love, even though I'm not -.-
I love the way you say 'BAAAAAAAAAAABY, I LOOOOOOOOOVE YOU' in song formation (:
I love how you think I'll forget you love me, HA!
I love how I make you feel bad about things sometimes (:
I love how you only say those things to me whenever I'm mad -.-
I love how CUTE you are in your pictures
I love how I call you CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTIE, CUUUUUUUUUUTIE! all the time (:
I love how you always say you're dying -.- because I'm not with you -.-
I love how you take my breath away with a single kiss
I love how you would sacrifice your life for me
I love how amazing you are, point blank
I love how you laugh at my jokes, even if they weren't funny AT ALL........
I love how cute you sound when you fall asleep on the phone
I love how you fucking recorded me snoring one time and put it as your ringtone- BITCH MOVEMENTS.... (exposed)
I love how you say you didn't fall asleep, but prove you wrong by saying you were snoring
I love how whenever my phone randomly hangs up, you call me back right away
I love how like, 99999999999.9999999999% of your blogspot is about me
I love how dedicated you are to me
I love how you say I'm the most beautiful-est person in the world
I love how you always send me goodmorning texts
I love how you always send me goodnight texts, even if we just got off the phone
I love your cute baby voice
I love your voice in general, it mesmerizes me
I love how I can't stop thinking of things I love about you (:
I love how you call me RAY.. ALLEN -.-
I love how whenever you do call me RAY.. ALLEN.. I think it's you calling me LOL
I love how this list could go on and on and on and on without boring you
I love how you're smiling right now, reading this very line (: AHAHA got you!
I love how you're probably like 'DAMN how did she know? '
I love how my legit last name is now 'Lesaca'
I love my name now, Rhayanne Tricia Aguas David LESACA ;)
I love how we say to eachother - NO MORE EEEYAAAK!
I love EVEEEEEEEERYTHING about you, clearly
I love how I have more to say, but I won't because you're probably getting tired reading this
I love you, babycakes ♥
I love how I wanna write more, but I won't- that's between me and you (: mwaaaaaah!
I LOVE YOU ROBERT NICOLAS DIOMAMPO
LESACA ♥ ALWAYS AND FOREVER. HE'S
MINE, EVEN IF YOU THINK HE'S YOURS,
THINK AGAIN ;) -love, Rheyanne Tricia Aguas David Lesaca ;) ♥ ps; I got my hair done :) See, that's not important, loving Robbie is ♥
thepaper-heart girl
I love you, you're my whole world, always and forever, thanks for being so amazing love ! :) I wanna be your number one please ? I'm tryna be unforgettable.
Rheyanne Tricia Aguas David Lesaca - get it right.
I've been out of the singles chair since February Ten, Twenty-Ten with one of my greatest blessings - RobbieLesaca ♥ and I'm happier than I can ever be. I love to smile. It's what I do best.
STA- Sophomore year.
Haters are a big part of my motivation. They are always welcome.
My non-blood family & boyfriend is what keeps me living life to the fullest.
I'm on top of my game, and just remember, the game you try to play with me, I can do better
► the laughter, ▌▌ the memories, █▌ the pain, ◄◄ the happiness.
"Love. Live. Life. Proceed. Progress. That’s who I am and who I’ll always be. " - Lil Wayne ♥
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